thursday 21st october

its been such a long time and like life hasnt been good. there was so much homework and then a whole lot of drama... ugh i feel so sad and all now ughh and my best friend isn doing well wither. sigh i feel bad for him i wanna help him so much but i dont know how to help. ughhhh i hate life its so annoying... i cant wait till i meet with god. even happiness fades away. joy is the only thing that makes you happy for life. love might be both most of the time it is happiness that u feel when someone says i love u. i might have found some form of joy but then again im not really sure. life is full of annoying obstacles that are so hard to get over. they are like towering over u and u need to slowly get to the top and over the obstacle. everyone in the worlds needs friends and they need people who care for them. it might not seem like much but we all need people around to go to for help and to lean on them. now i dont even know if life is even worth living for. people around me are so in love and they are all happy and all. i dont see how they can enjoy life so much and i alrdy try and see the bright side of things. but i keep telling myself that life will get better.

highlight of the day: talking to my telepathic twin. i know not very happy but its the best ting of the day...

anyways yea sad life now and migh be another long wait till the next post...

HELLOOOO PEOPLE! haha 5th october 2010

blehhh.... another month has passed and im like so bored.... the igcse exams are getting closer and closer.... sighs .... im not liking this. and i had to choose my subjects inm taking for igcse and hand it up last monday so for the exams, im taking math, A math, BLEHHHH chinese, physics bio and chem (co-science) and like english( lit) and then there is.... econs and ART ART ART!!! :D whoohoo1 i love art! ohh ya! there is also RME adn PE! i alo=most forgot.... ughhh... OHHHH yesterday was so funny!wehad an RME presentation adn then my gruop with marcus, alex and joshua, we were like totally un prepared but like joshua was (as always) with notes and all and then so we had to make stuff up adn i didnt even know whut the Berlin Wall was and then so i just thought of putting it into context and it turned out to be really great! like the topic was reagonal conflict and then we said Germany was split into two and then i said that if u can imagine ur brother or sister studying in university across the country and they cant come home.... not only that but there is a wall that blocks the from seeing one another. that makes them realy sad and homesick! haha and then Joshua interupted me :p pishhhh! haha anywho... it was a really good presentation that was like totally made up :p sighs.... hmmm then there was a science test and nowadays the amount of hw we get is like SOOOOOOOO MUCH! i had like a 1500 word essay for geog, an english character study, chinese ting xie, and math exercise and science newspaper and history news article and then i still have an end of term english essay about MACBETH.... I mean seriously who cares about macbeth?its a story adn like ur not gonna need it in the future...... i realy hate macbeth cus it is like so hard to understand and all and there is still and english presentation on monday and ERNEST, SAMANTHA AND ROHAN don wanna do any of the work! its so annoying adn i really wanna get good marks..... im like so super sad these days and im also not talking to my GOD PARENTS these days.... its like the world is slowly ending and its closing down on me.... im listening to the songs 'just the way yu are' and 'superman' (: my favourite song (:

14th september 2010

OUCHHHHHHHH!!! i went for an injection today ): it was soooo painful! the second of the like 3 and the next one is in 4 months time. I HAVE A NEW BEST FRIEND!! WHOOHOOOOOO!!!(: hehe MY BROTHERRR!! ROAR! THE PAPAYA!(; hehe(: hiiiiii!! im kinda really really sad and its a really long story... yesteday was a really great say and all good days always have to end and the next day is like sooooo sad): i cant wait till monday to see my bestyfwen! errrrr i ahte the week! i dont like school! there is so much homework.... CHERRY, TOMATO, PIGLET!!!! ARGH!! I LOVE MY GOD MOTHER AND GOD FATHER! THEY ARE MY FAVOURITE PPL AFTER (*cough cough*) anyways!! i miss the good old days....! i MISS RETREAT WHEN THE THREE OF US WOULD HAVE INSIDE JOKES AND LAUGH LIKE CRAZY AT THEM AND TURN ALL RED AND ALL! (:
sigh..... im so confused...... anyways.... ill post another day when MY STUPID PAINFUL ARM HEALS!! ):
highlight of the last few days: hehe! yesterday (:

okay! 9th september! :p

hello!(:
long time no seen! i mean talk or wad ever u call it.... i am so busy these days cus of stupid tuitions almost everyday and if there is no tuition its either swimming training or more activities.... life sucks! gosh i really dont like school! the people in my grade are meaaaannnnn!! well some of them..... mostly the guys! MOSTLY! i am always forever stuck with someone! and its so annoying cus the people that im always stuck with never do any of the work and when u tell them to do smthing they go to the internet and copy and paste it onto the microsoft word.... the past week and this week toohas been the worst week ever!!! i was super sad and talking to me two closest friends on msn isn helping although they know wad im going through and yea they r really nice!
BIG SHOUT OUT TO RUSSELL CASH AND SHAVONNE ANNE!! :) YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!hehe(:
erm hmmmmmmmmmmmm then Nicole and Debbie! <3 you guys are really nice and u help me this week so much and cheered me up in school n all :P love u guys!
tuesday was the swim team pizza night and i really hope they dont choose me captain again! i dont wanna lead them for stretching and like do the warm-ups b4 training and i dont know! im not vry fast so they should choose someone else!! (:
i remember last year when they all got together and plotted a plan against me and all voted for me!the tuesday adn thursday squad!(:
hmmmmmmmm ohh and HHHHIIIIIII ALLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAH!!(: GOOD LUCK STUDYING AND ALSO UR TON OF HW!!(:
today was a wierd day cus like its thursday and we r havng the time table for friday because we always miss the friday lessons cus of public holidays so they made it that we have our friday time table on thursday! xxxx its really confusing but yea i guess its quite fun! (:
and........ im gonna have pe after this... in the com lab now and its quite quiet ! sighs.... had lunch alone today...... its quite funny! people are using the com and playing pvz on it! hahahahahahahaha! PLANTS VS ZOMBIES!! IT ROCKS! someone in my grade downloaded it onto the computer! its really fun but i rather play it on my phone! but there is a level on the computer that u can b the zombies and its really fun!!! hahahahahahah!! im really bored and i still have 1/2 hour to play on the com b4 pe! i just had lunch and b4 lunch was art! we are doing animation and i enjoy it! today i painted out the credits for the animation and it was a rather fail..... i wanna take art for next year's igcsc but parents don wan me too ): i dont get to choose! i was thinking of taking triple science cus i enjoy it and i wanna b a psycologist for children with disabilities! :P i cant wait to get out of this place called school and go to uni OVERSEAS! if possible! i really wanna goooo!! and i dont know! get away fr the people her! well most of them..... sighs... people in my training are so much nicer and then there is OBVIOUSLY CHURCH! the people there are really awthum and i love them! (: hi there!(: ohh my gosh! this sunday i m singing for church and like monday i have a jabbb!! ): i dont like it! stupid cervical cancer jab! i mean why cant there b like a perfect world?

highlight of the day: texting people so far... amybe ill check in with u guys later! (:

heya

sorry i have not been blogging for such a long time! ill write tmr or the day after! tar tar! ):

29th august!

OHHH MY GOSHHHHYY!!
TO DAY WAS THE AWESOMEST DAY!!
hehe i woke up this morning early thinking that i was suppose to go to church and then like my parents werent going so like i woke up for nothing then after that, i went to my dad's office to STUDY STUDY STUDY!!
after that i went out to center point and ate lunch there and then came home and packed my bag for the FELLOWSHIP SUNDAY!!!!!!!!
it was super awesome throwing ppl into the pool.... and CHICKEN FIGHT!!!!! and the bbq was so much fun! well i enjoyed it and SHAVONNE:: POTATO ; CAHS:: TOMATO ; MEEEEEE:RAINBOW!! ; hahahaha!! and the thousands of hotos we took in like 5 hours!!! hahahaha it was an awesome time! haha after the bbq we passed around the 5 tubs of icecream adn then we each had spoons and shared it ! it was pretty gross but ohh well we are like family (:
can't wait for the next fellowship sunday!
ohh and i forgot the captains ball part! and SOME PPL *cough cough* ALMOST DESTROYED MY COSINS RUGBY BALLLL!!!1 D:
and i really enjoyed the talking to DEBBIE AND SHAVONNE AND CASH part of tonight! sigh... NICOLE WASNT THERE )))): otherwise it would have been even more fun! hahhahahahaha!! (:
nights! gonna sleep soon cus tmr i have a math test which i didt study for.... ill go study during lunch! :S
BUENOS NOCHES!!(still cant spell)

HIGHLIGHT FOR TODAY: FFFEEEELLLLOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWSSSSSSSSHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPP SUNDAY!!!!! HHHYYYYPPPPEEEERRRRR!! :D they brighten up my day :D

28th august:

YESTERDAY! was sooo much fun! i had an awesome day minus all the tuition and the part where my fb didnt work... sigh....
and then i was talking to my friends the whole afternon after drums!
MOVE ALONG IS AN AWESOME SONG TO PLAY ON THE DRUMS!!! I LOVE IT!!
hmmmm nothing much happened! i think today is gona b an awesome day with HYPER FELLOWSHIP SUNDAY!

highlight of the day: the MOVE ALONG DRUMMING!! <3