its been such a long time and like life hasnt been good. there was so much homework and then a whole lot of drama... ugh i feel so sad and all now ughh and my best friend isn doing well wither. sigh i feel bad for him i wanna help him so much but i dont know how to help. ughhhh i hate life its so annoying... i cant wait till i meet with god. even happiness fades away. joy is the only thing that makes you happy for life. love might be both most of the time it is happiness that u feel when someone says i love u. i might have found some form of joy but then again im not really sure. life is full of annoying obstacles that are so hard to get over. they are like towering over u and u need to slowly get to the top and over the obstacle. everyone in the worlds needs friends and they need people who care for them. it might not seem like much but we all need people around to go to for help and to lean on them. now i dont even know if life is even worth living for. people around me are so in love and they are all happy and all. i dont see how they can enjoy life so much and i alrdy try and see the bright side of things. but i keep telling myself that life will get better.
highlight of the day: talking to my telepathic twin. i know not very happy but its the best ting of the day...
anyways yea sad life now and migh be another long wait till the next post...
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